Paul is wanting to move. I am not so sure. It's not that I don't want a new place. I very much do. I would love to move to a better place. I am just not sure right now is a good time. I am so nervous about everything going on in the world that I am afraid to move and then not be able to afford our new place. Our current place is this strange area where you feel like you are on the edge of city and county. On one side is a busy parkway, behind that is county and country,. On the other side is several shopping centers, gas stations, and restaurants. Behind us is a neighborhood and park. But you don't really notice it. Then there was the recent manhunt that happened in our neighborhood. A man at a nearby hotel, shot someone and then ran through our apartment complex to get away. That was nerve racking, to say the least. Our landlord doesn't seem interested in taking care of the properties either. He mows, and everything, but no picks things up and you get the impression...
My former job just announced they are closing their Owensboro location. After a conversation with a manager I knew they would closed in 10 years. But they didn't even make to five year. I guess covid helped spurred it on faster. They opened their doors in 2017. I was one of their first hires. When I started, the building wasn't even finished yet. They had to be train everyone at a nearby college. I truly thought myself lucky by getting that job, and felt very proud to be working for them. They made it out like it was this great and wonderful job. They made it out like this was the best thing to happen to Owensboro and we where on the ground floor of it. At the time believed every bit of it. One thing I noticed, was that a lot of managers were people from others areas, that had closed down. I did finally get to ask one of the managers about why theirs closed. She said, it was because they couldn't find people to work anymore. As they don't like to rehire, and they...
Well the 1st month of 2020 is gone and I have not done one thing that I had hoped too. I am very upset with myself. Oh and it's the superbowl. The Super Bowl is one of those things that I tend to be oblivious about. I don't think I even watched one ever, not even the half time shows. I have heard about them afterwards. But its never been something I sought out. To be honest I don't think I ever watched a football game. I am so weird I don't even care about the commercials. (I can hear my mother and cousins gasping now). I am this year planning to check out the commercials, to see what the big deal is. I really need to start being more productive. I truly want a better life.
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