Amy's Journey

I swear every year this show gets better and better. The direction they went this year was amazing. The character depth done especially with Kreese's character was so good. Seriously Hollywood needs to take notes. We need more shows like this.

Happy 2021 I am really hoping for good year. I know at least I will give it my all. We celebrated at home with the furbabies  They weren't partial to the celebration. The one resolution I do have is write on this blog more.

All Day Date  August 29th was Paul and mines all day date; Something we do periodically. We went to Evansville. On the way  we stopped and picked up cokes. Paul surprised me with a rose We drove around a bit trying to figure out what to do. I realized that Cat cafe was open, so we went. We had macaroons and spent time with the kitties  Afterwards we wents to Amys onl Franklin. The atmosphere was amazing, the food was great, and our server was really nice. But it took forever for our food and with tip 20% tip it was almost 100

I had planned for 2020 to be my year. I don't think it's been anyone's year. This has honestly been the craziest year I am ever lived. I am seriously afraid to ask what next. What I do know, though is I am done of being quiet and letting the world go on around me. I had hoped to do this whole life makeover thing. But that truly fell flat. But now it seems more important than anything to be the best you can be, and to live life as full as possible. Between the pandemic, economic collapse, the riots and now being on the verge of a civil war, being healthy and self sufficient has never been more important.

Well the 1st month of 2020 is gone and I have not done one thing that I had hoped too. I am very upset with myself. Oh and it's the superbowl. The Super Bowl is one of those things that I tend to be oblivious about. I don't think I even watched one ever, not even the half time shows. I have heard about them afterwards. But its never been something I sought out. To be honest I don't think I ever watched a football game. I am so weird I don't even care about the commercials. (I can hear my mother and cousins gasping now). I am this year planning to check out the commercials, to see what the big deal is. I really need to start being more productive. I truly want a better life.

I started 2020 with plans to redo my life by going from one category to next giving them each a complete overall. I started to do that and quickly I realized I needed to take another approach. I changed course and started creating a daily routine and I started organizing around that. That has really helped. I for the most part have my daily routine worked out. I have straightened most of apartment up and am keeping straightened. I have also been creating a digital planner/journal. I am doing a paper digital hybrid, so I am not making one that looks like a typical digital planner. So far I like how it has turned out. I still have things to work on with it. But so far so good. As for the picture above that is Ashlyn she is my Second life avatar. She is in many ways the dream me. You will be seeing her a lot as I am using her as my inspiration and a sort of law of attraction method. If I want to attract something in my life I will take a picture of her doing to help me already ...

Every year I make some post on how this year is going to be different. I list out my goals and make a declaration of how the year is going to be.  ***spoiler alert*** My year never turns out like I plan it. One of my biggest problems is that I spend to much time talking and thinking about what I want and not any time doing anything about it. So this year I am not going to make any resolutions or declarations. For now on, I will only talk about what I did and am currently doing. I have read that if you talk about doing something before hand your brain thinks you already did it and loses the motivation to actually do it. I am however going to talk about my dreams and Hope's. My personal Hope's and dreams to have a wonderful year. I hope to become a happier and more sociable person. I hope to truly live. I have always been sort of a hermit, not really partaking in life. Now at 47, I am not even sure where to begin to live. But I will definitely be giving it my all.